I am so frustrated right now. I am happy too, but frustrated. I just spent the day with K8E one of my truest and dearest friends. She lives out of state which is why I am frustrated. I was thinking about how a lot of the people who I am closest to and connect with the best and have the most in common with are the farthest away from me. How I long for the days of proximity. But I guess such is life. It would be a too easy life if everyone I cherished the most lived in my neighborhood and I wouldn't have the cursed and blessed opportunity to find my way on my own, learn who I am, find value in my own family, and branch out and make new friends, which I must say are becoming nearest and dearest. Anyway...
I value my friends whether I talk to them everyday, email only, text often, or return calls every three months.
If Katie was one who had time to mindlessly read blogs like I do and would ever possibly see this I would tell her how much I love her and respect her. She just puts out there who she is and is just that. She makes no excuses or white lies, doesn't cover up anything. I love it. It's hard to find someone like her. She is moving here in a year and there will be countless prayers for a way for us to have a closer proximity.
And for the other person, you know who you are, with the good news.... thanks for the awesome secret. I am here for you regardless.
Tuesday, May 27, 2008
Posted by Toni at 4:38 PM
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Having loved ones so far sucks! I miss my friend Sara so much sometimes. We see each other once a year :(. It would be nice if all the people we love could be our neighbors and fill our whole neighborhood. That would make life too easy, It might even make those relationships less special....?
TOni I miss you girl! I wish we could all live by each other isn't that what we always said that we should all live in the same cul-de-sac?
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